Friday, February 25, 2005
bravery leads to heartbroken?
i m referin to mi n him..
i asked sirat n asrol abt it..
so it was like he was lyin to mi..
sad n heartbroken..
c'mon lah..
u r a guy n yet u r lyin to mi..
for wth u wan now?
fren ask mi to forget him.. i wish i could.. but i m just waitin for a miracle to happen between mi n him.. -sigh-
day was like shitty!!! damn shitty!
our eyes met on the corridor jus now.. i duno wad to do.. i jus turn my head n eyes away..n walked back to class with maggie..*sad*
i counted.. i have 43 days to experience the word "Love" ...-sigh-
after sck stay back..surprised tt he stayed back too..didn koe till i walked to the canteen n saw him..-sigh- told sapphire abt wad happen.. ahbu was so angry.. curse him n stare(diao) him..omg..violent manx..
saw him.. cant control to curse him..he did hear mi thou.. den sapphire, fiona n jolie stayed back n do sum stuff..
sumthin bad happen la..those present shld koe y..
1+ fiona went home.. an hr later
he left...dne stayed till 3 or 4.. den went to makkan at mac.. cry there..oh shit manx!! den went to dez hse.. tok tok chat chat.. den went home around 7+..
online chat n everything..
love him so~
pss! guess wad ahyi told mi...after i asked her abt the F thingy..
"he heard u say F***! n he was leaning quite close to us..to listen to wad we wan to say
haix..heard heard loh..as if he nv heard mi scold b4..! dotx..
haix..
43 more days for mi.. to learn everything..*sad*
will he understand how i really feel..
only sum koe wad i really wan fr him..he duno.. hope wad i wan fr him turn true.. i m wishin for tt.. haiz..shall blog later when i m free...
yipeeS-